Some afternoon.

Rain drops are falling on me; and I’m walking; pictures passing through my head; names passing through my head; people; events things that happened this week; names; places; one name; places again; the streets are getting wet; the afternoon daylight is dimmed by gray clouds; I remember a tune; I sing it in my head; 4 years since the last time I heard it; the first rain makes the beautiful smell of earth; names; events; places; one name; the small clash I had at work earlier; I enjoyed it; it’s good to put arrogant people back into their appropriate place when they try to mess with you; some cars lit their head lights; beautiful reflections from the wet tarmac; I take a deep breath; Venus the roman goddess I have things to tell to her; Two little kids playing; their laughter; names; places; one name; events; plans; time is my new friend; it can uncover and reveal; whoa he almost hit him; it would’ve been a terrible accident; stupid driver; I silently sing the tune again; no I don’t regret; but different would’ve been better; well different I knew about it and it wasn’t feasible; a nice guy buys a flower and takes it to his wife in the car; how nice; that’s something rare to see; the word nice; I discovered lately that each one has a different definition for “nice”; a total philosophy can be built on one single adjective; my definition is very simple and nice; whatever; few rays of light break the clouds siege in the sky; they’re quickly blocked; better; gray is more suitable for this afternoon; I’m a bit confused; I don’t know the impact of my words and I never thought about it too much never calculated it; I talked with spontaneous honesty; the street lights are turned on; I’m reminded I’m not in Lebanon; some things are better kept inside until their appropriate time comes; what if it doesn’t come; is it good to leave some thoughts and words unspoken?; I open the shop door get some water; got to get back quickly because I'm busy; I wonder what some people think; I get out of the shop; busy a long night ahead of me.